I just feel like this is something that needs to be said, and I'm going to say it because I'm that type of person.
If you know me -- which you probably do if you're here -- and if you've known me more than in passing for even a one-month period, you'll know that I always have ridiculous amounts of bullshit drama going on in my life. In fact, I am having bullshit drama right now
as I'm typing this because it's the type of life I live and I can't control it even though I desperately want to.
So that being said: Sometimes I vent to my friends about it. Sometimes I write journal entries about it. But really, I can't control it even though I desperately want to.
I'm writing this in mind as someone who knows
what it's like to go through drama. And for all I'm a blabber mouth, I'm an incredibly private person.
Some people are dicks and want to air our their own dirty laundry in public. Which is fine. I've had a fight with my dad in Kmart before, over the phone, where I was crying loudly in public, and some lady walked up to me and offered me kind words and support. Not the proudest moment of my life, but it's my own shit. (Er, also this was this...year...)
But. My own bullshit is mine. Not someone else's.
If you're the type of asshole who spits out other people's drama in public, I think you are the lowest of the low.
First of all: fuck you. You don't think I have enough fucking drama in my life? I think a lot of people are scumbags, but a lot of them are just general scumbags. If you're personally out to make my life more miserable, I will cut you.
There are some things I can't tell my parents -- there are some things I can't tell my sister, or a majority of my friends, or even write about because they are things that I can't talk about. So who the fuck are you to tell everyone what's going on in my life when it's none of your own goddamn business? Why are you piling bullshit on top of my other bullshit?
This post is not about me. Or it isn't about me, right now, but out of respect for other people's privacy, I won't say what it's about or whom. But it pisses me off because 1) it's happened to me and 2) I won't stand for it. If you want to be unclassy, do it on your own time, not at my or anyone else's expense.
With how much bullshit I go through every day, you don't think I know how to fuck people's shit up? Yeah. Yeah. 'Cause I do.This entry was originally posted at http://koyuki.dreamwidth.org/353429.html. Please comment there using OpenID.