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01 December 2014 @ 06:12 pm
HELLO. It's that time of the year again when I ask if you want a holiday card, by which I mean you don't really get a choice. You. Yes, you.

Please comment here with your address if you would like a holiday card this year! Comments are screened!

Yes, I will mail internationally.

No, you do not have to send me one in return if you would like one.

I didn't buy that many cards so please don't make me choose who I have to harass for addresses. Which I will, until I run out of cards, at least.

eta: closed now because i'm out of cards (for once)
03 December 2013 @ 01:39 pm
Hi everyone! I want to send you a holiday card. You. Yes, you.

Please comment here with your address if you would like a holiday card this year! Comments are screened!

Yes, I will mail internationally. No, you do not have to send me one in return if you would like one.

If you do not leave me your address, I will probably start harassing you sooner rather than later. You know who you are.
01 November 2013 @ 03:43 pm
updated 11/12/2014

Dear Santa,

Thank you so much for getting me a present this year. I'm sure you've worked really hard on it already and have nothing to worry about (I am just delighted to get anything) but if this helps, here's a list of the polishes in my collection. This is about 95% accurate, but at this point, I can't keep track of everything so it's okay. <_> Hopefully it gives you a good idea of what I already have!

Thank you so much again and happy holidays~

♥♥♥ Kyuu

Polish HoardingCollapse )
07 September 2013 @ 04:02 pm
Okay, f!list, do any of you understand how LinkedIn works?

I'm so tired of cold-applying to jobs and not even hearing a call so time to change strategies.

Other than one piece of helpful advice alumni career counselling has given (how to talk to/connect with alum in a network) and reading a few articles online I got... nothing. I'm just going to be active and make connections and hope that drums up hits.


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mood: frustratedfrustrated
So today, when I was interviewing a participant for my job, during a break while I was loading up another part of the program, he asked me if I lived in Hong Kong.

And I was like, "Wat."Collapse )

I don't know what's going on lately, if I'm just noticing it more or it's bothering me more, but I feel like I've never been condescended as much as I have this year. Like, what is even going on right now.

By the way, I've never been to Hong Kong. I'd like to, though.

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12 September 2012 @ 12:51 am

Every once in a while, I get forlorn or sad, and I always feel trapped inside of it.

But then I remember times in my life when I could find happiness and contentment despite always feeling trapped in it.

(I miss this.)

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05 September 2012 @ 10:59 pm
Hi everyone.

I just feel like this is something that needs to be said, and I'm going to say it because I'm that type of person.

If you know me -- which you probably do if you're here -- and if you've known me more than in passing for even a one-month period, you'll know that I always have ridiculous amounts of bullshit drama going on in my life. In fact, I am having bullshit drama right now as I'm typing this because it's the type of life I live and I can't control it even though I desperately want to.

So that being said: Sometimes I vent to my friends about it. Sometimes I write journal entries about it. But really, I can't control it even though I desperately want to.

I'm writing this in mind as someone who knows what it's like to go through drama. And for all I'm a blabber mouth, I'm an incredibly private person.

Some people are dicks and want to air our their own dirty laundry in public. Which is fine. I've had a fight with my dad in Kmart before, over the phone, where I was crying loudly in public, and some lady walked up to me and offered me kind words and support. Not the proudest moment of my life, but it's my own shit. (Er, also this was this...year...)

But. My own bullshit is mine. Not someone else's.

If you're the type of asshole who spits out other people's drama in public, I think you are the lowest of the low.

First of all: fuck you. You don't think I have enough fucking drama in my life? I think a lot of people are scumbags, but a lot of them are just general scumbags. If you're personally out to make my life more miserable, I will cut you.

There are some things I can't tell my parents -- there are some things I can't tell my sister, or a majority of my friends, or even write about because they are things that I can't talk about. So who the fuck are you to tell everyone what's going on in my life when it's none of your own goddamn business? Why are you piling bullshit on top of my other bullshit?

This post is not about me. Or it isn't about me, right now, but out of respect for other people's privacy, I won't say what it's about or whom. But it pisses me off because 1) it's happened to me and 2) I won't stand for it. If you want to be unclassy, do it on your own time, not at my or anyone else's expense.

With how much bullshit I go through every day, you don't think I know how to fuck people's shit up? Yeah. Yeah. 'Cause I do.

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So I caved in an ordered four polishes for Zoya's back-to-school BOGO. [personal profile] larky ordered another four, which made a total of eight for the max.

--and then I went right on polishsale and picked up four more polishes, though in my defense, one for [personal profile] larky and one for pyrefly.

And I haven't even blogged about the four OPI's I picked up earlier this month when I went to visit [personal profile] larky. chiharu is on her game and blogging so many times about everything though as;dfjkas; /fails at this.

I don't know guys. I work really long hours now that I'm doing interviews at home, in the evening. And some more stupid bullshit racist things some douchebag said to me on Friday evening.

Anyway: My nails for the week.

Featuring Zoya Jaime, Essence Space Queen, and a nail art sticker.

I messed this up so badly doing it the first time because my roommate came in and asked me if I had change for a $20 (I did, but in the process of looking for all the pieces, I messed up my nails). And then I somehow painted like three layers of base coat intsead of top coat because it took me like an hour to figure out why it was drying so slowly.


But it's been a week and it's barely chipped, and I'm just leaving it on until it does. Because I'm too lazy to change it. Why do I need this much polish again...?

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22 July 2012 @ 12:29 am
So we found a new roommate and signed a new lease so that's taken care of. I'm slowly crossing things off my to-do list in hopes I will not freak out about it.

1) My friend, [personal profile] larky, is a nursing student who plans on going on a charity mission trip to the Dominican Republic to provide medical aid for impoverished areas this winter, and she really needs help gathering donations and supplies. If you can offer anythingor just help by reblogging or spreading the word — it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!

Also, if it's worth your interest, I'm also making graphics for donation equivalents. And uh, I can make rec lists, obviously. Hell, if you donate, you might even con me into writing fic if you're that desperate to read my writing (haha).

But please please please do it. You can even write it off as a charitable donation -- she's provided a form for it.

2) Uh, so this is kind of inspired by the latest [community profile] slashreport, but if you live in the Baltimore/DC/NoVA region, would you like to hang out? And I know a bunch of you are because I'm a creeper and picked a bunch of you as friends specifically because of it.

But it's nice to meet fandom people IRL and have people to hang out with. I get kind of lonely sometimes, so if you ever want someone to hang with, please pick me. :D I'm super "cool" and geeky and mostly because I know all the awesome places in Baltimore to eat food. No, really, this is a good reason to be friends with me.

3) omg IRBB. I'm failing so hard. I'm writing, I promise, sob.

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